I got nothing for a title sorry...

listening to: "Sunrise Goodbyes" by: Houston Calls
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Well ok where do I start... I don't know what's going on in my life... Yep. That's where I'll start! This is the most chaotic my life has been in a long time. You know that saying "bad things happen in 3's? Well lets just say I've met my quota for the next 3 years.

Natalie's Grandpa died. Please keep her in your prayers. As well as the lady that flipped her car on the highway and was helped by some amazing friends of mine. While you're at it... keep those friends in your prayers too please. 3 out of the 5 of them ended up bleeding by the end of that same night with worry of a concussion.

And Natalie and I got into a bit of an accident that same night. We were on our way home from being the good friends we are and being there for those that needed us. The guy driving the other car fell asleep at the wheel and slammed into the back of us. We're both ok. Just a little shaken up. Basically it was a night for the books.

But I pray that it's all over now and things will only get better for all of us involved.

But mostly keep this one certain friend of ours in your prayers. He's the one who made the group pull over when the lady's car flipped and was the first one out to try and help her. He's also the one we were most worried had a concussion. Even before his incident you could tell he was really shaken up. Watching that Lady's car flip and seeing her in the state she was in really got to him. He's the one Nat and I are most concerned about.

WE LOVE YOU BUDDY! And just remember just like you told Nat and I... "Everything's going to be ok. It'll get better." and you're in our prayers. :)

- Stacey -

IS THAT STACEY?????

listening to: "Pin You Wings" by: Copeland
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I have BLACK hair!!!

no not really dark brown!

It's black!

Ok so for the first time EVER my hair has been dyed. My sisters had this GREAT idea to dye all of our hair at the same time. Jennifer went Strawberryshortcake Red. Anisa went Hannah Montana Blonde. And me... Kate Beckinsale in Underworld Black.

Only it wasn't supposed to be like that. Anisa was going to go lighter... she got it. Jen wanted to get a little "funkier" as she put it and go red. She's now the cartoon version of Joss Stone and loves it. With me they wanted to bet the blonde streaks out since my hair had grown a considerable amount since I got them. We were trying to get my hair back to it original color... Now I look fake Goth. But it's cool. It's just hair. I don't totally hate it. When I put my hair up and pulled it away from the Black shirt I was wearing it didn't look that bad. It'll fade a little everyday... and my normal hair color is pretty dark so it won't be THAT big of a difference.... right????

Basically. I've just never really dyed my hair. I put highlights in it a few times. But never all my hair. I like my normal hair color. I never wanted to dye it. But here I am... a vampire... at least that was the comment... black hair... and I would say pale skin... which I have... but I'm VERY proud that this is the most tan I've been in my life.

Oh well. there's a first time for everything right? I'll post pics when I can.

Love y'all. Miss y'all.
- Stacey... So not Goth -

Need Help

Listening to: Downhere "A Better Way"
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I saw a man today holding a sign. "Need Help" is what it read. I didn't stop. As I journey on with my day this man will be forgotten. But I don't want forget him. What kind of help did he need. Was he homeless? He looked as if he wasn't tired or cold. Did he need food? He looked fed. Was he just having car trouble? All these questions ran through my mind as I drove away. Boys Like Girls "Me You and My Medication" fills every crevasse of my car. "We're all addicted to something... Medicine make it ok." I don't have much to "help" this man. All I can give him is prayer.

- Stacey -

Neverending thoughts....

Listening to: the waves...
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I spent the day at the beach today. It didn't feel right without you here. I wish you were here with me. I'm surrounded yet feel alone. Being here does nothing but make me think of you. Your laugh. Your smile. No one can make me smile like you can. No one ever could. I will don't have the answers I want to. I just wanted to say goodbye. UGH! Why can't I just enjoy the day. There's not many clouds. It's a beautiful day! Why can't I get you out of my mind? I miss you... wherever you are....

- Stacey -

Just me in all my utter randomness

Listening to: Cartel's cd "Chroma"
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Not much to report on. Just working and helping out with mom. Still no answers yet as to exactly what's wrong. But all in all things are going well. Sara probably has it the best right now and I couldn't be happier for her. She deserves to be as happy as she is. Unfortunalty her happiness doesn't come without it's headaches and confusion. But She's a strong girl. She'll make it through whatever gets thrown in her path. It's gotta be weird for her knowing that she will be heading off to college soon.

I remember what it was like for me. I couldn't wait to get out of that small town. And then after about 3 weeks of not knowing anyone withing an hour radius. I couldn't wait for a trip home. Luckily it passed. I think it made it easier to make the move to Nashville. Nashville just feels like home. I love that. Anyway... Moving on....

*stops and sings along to "Runaway"*

Oh Sorry... favorite song on the cd.

where was I?

Oh yeah! Moving on...

............. yeah I got nothin'.....


-k- bye
Stacey