oh what a world....

listening to: singles with Mike...
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oh where do i start? ok well first off sorry about the mix up... I posted a blog about Nick & I and said I talked about him in April of '05 sorry it way in April of '06.

So a lot has been going on 'round here...

Last Friday i met one of my favorite authors of all time, Beverly Lewis. She's amazing and everyone should read her books! You won't regret it!

Then Natalie & I went to the wedding of my friend, Shannon. It was BEAUTIFUL! And I hadn't seen in her in a few years so it was great to catch up for a short time.

HOWEVER... as we waited... Nat and I got a little bored...

so i went tanning...

and we thought i'd be fun to take random pics of ourselves...

we got kind a lazy while "tanning" so we spent the flipping through the radio stations...

and then took more of those random pictures...

but some random weird guy kept buying me drinks... NON-alcoholic of course!!!


yeah it was a TON of fun... well except that guy.... but yeah... it was fun!

any questions? don't ask... cause I got nothing! lol
-Stacey Ree-

And then God spoke to me...

listening to: "Fall" by: Clay Walker
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Something extraordinary happened today! I went to see Matt.

I know no big deal here right?

WRONG!!

I went alone! This is a big deal! I never thought I'd be able to go alone. Nick has given me such strength and courage that I knew I could do it. As I drove nearer to the cemetery. I just felt like I had to stop. It doesn't matter to me if that's only his body laying there. It makes me feel closer to him. I know Matt's always around. But I feel like I can talk freely with him and I can feel that he hears me and cares.

He's happy. He's safe. He's over the moon that God brought Nick and I together. They would've liked each other. In fact... 3 years ago Matt would've probably been right there when Nick & I met and would've seen that we liked each other and then done everything he could've to get us together. That's just who he was. lol

I miss him. But he's happy that God picked Nick out for me. Cause Matt knows I will be taken care of. I won't be allowed to get too much out of hand cause Nick will keep me in check. *dies laughing* and he knows I'll be loved the way I'm supposed to.

I'm so at peace right now. Nothing can bring me down. :D
-Stacey -